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my heart is aching.
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 8:27 PM Post a Comment(0) oh man oh man. i've just watched A WALK TO REMEMBER. and it's FABULOUS. touched my heart a great deal now it's aching from it. HOW CAN JAMIE SULLIVAN DIE!?!?! i think i cried a whole pacific ocean for that one. MY OH MY. "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful" SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. plot's kind of outdated, but i liked it nevertheless. next. shuhui's birthday. i'll just post pictures. they can replace so many thousand words for me! and for those who's cracking their heads on how to surprise your friends, this is an inspiration for you: other than these wonderful moments i've got, life has been tougher than ever. school's really stressing. but i love chemistry lessons. mdm jo is always my source of encouragement and hope, never failing to spur us on and give us the support and faith we all need when almost every teacher teaching us has had their backs against us, finding faults and everytthing. we're not really a good class to teach, but under mdm jo's way of teaching and her understandings, the class got controlled real well. hmms. controlled can't be the word. i guess when you like someone, your mind is just set to coorperate and listen to that person more. i can see our class got hugely affected my mdm jo's constant support and understanding. I LOVE YOU MDM JO! i lost my pencil case today, and i'm very sad. it's that favourite red colour wildcats one HUANGZU gave me for my 15th birthday. i really miss it so much. but i've came to know that, sometimes one can get real touched and all when you're in some trouble, and frinds come to render help. i want to thank joel for being so kind. lent me so many stuffs to get my work done. especially your calculator. lols. bernice and the rest were helping me look for it in school and all. going to general office, announcing to the whole class i've lost my pencil case and all. mr wong even consoled me and said his son loses his waterbottle every now and then too. so cute. haha! but 'just move on,' he said. >.< sighs, i reckon it will be harder than ever to leave secondary school. i'd probably drown the whole earth and cause armageddon. SORRY, MOTHER EARTH, I HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS I HAVE TO SACRIFICE YOU INSTEAD. LOLS! some interesting dialogue i had with isabel... isabel: oh man, i lost my beloved pencil of 2 years... me: so what!?!? i'm left with only my pencil!!! well, i wish i could find my pencil case back. i feel asif i'm bankrupt now. sighs. i miss it so much. such a great loss for me if i were to lose it forever. sighs. then i still have to prepare a profit and loss a/c. argh, COME BACK TO ME! Labels: friends, life, pictures, quotes, school Love, GEKTENG(: awfully sad, but meaningful lyrics
Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 7:45 PM Post a Comment(0) yay, i finally got my favourite channel8 the ultimatum de theme song le! awfully sad and emotional, but really very meaningful. i wonder who can write something as awesome as this... 是谁从我天空摘走了星星 一转眼 眉头聚满乌云 从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑 忘了我也值得被关心 一双手一个梦 一路上不断的俯冲 痛到忘了要怎么喊痛 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想要拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴 天灰了,快乐总有限期 从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 忘了我也配被人在意 一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想有拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 那是谁的温柔留在我的小手 微不足道却那么重 漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没 整个世界是沉默的漩涡 有谁能陪我手牵着手出走 带我离开空洞的星球 还有什么值得追求 还有什么可以拥有 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖 有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁 能让我相信被爱的理由 Labels: lyrics Love, GEKTENG(: a week has passed...
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 8:47 PM Post a Comment(0) hello. it's finally the end of term 3 week 1 for us. god, i don't think i've worked so hard all my life before! lessons starts at 8, finishes at 5. with only 1hour and 15minutes break time. seems just like work, but minus the salary. been doing revision for POA, math is still progressing on the way. i may need to work abit harder for math. sighs! chem is still alright. physics? I DON'T KNOW. last year's prelim papers are pretty demoralising. mr low just came back from LOA with a black face that i've come to dislike since the start of last year. mdm jo says he's concerned about us, and i'm quite touched. haha! humans is still as good as before. i got like, 23 out of 25 for my focus SBQ test! woots! english, SHITTY. but we're going to merge with bernice's class! YAY! chinese. just had chinese oral today. i guess it went pretty well, cos' it's about the youth olympics and stuffs, so i had things to say. was quite a sad thing i didn't start and end my reading aloud really well. other than that, i guess everything's fine(: now i just have to nail my listening compre and accept my fate. lols! it's been tough. and i'm sure the roads ahead will be tougher. i have to start revising for AMATH, damn. and start chionging on past year papers. there seemed so much things to do, i didn't even know where and how to start. but i have to find a way. i can't waste anymore time! i'm addicted to the channel8 drama, the ultimatum's theme song. i remembered i was doing my sciences on monday night after a gruelling first day at school. then i heard this song, and i literally broke down. lols! cos' the last time i heard this song was at my ahma's house. i love it there you know. it's like a shelter and a place to hide from all your responsibilities after a frightful and stressful week. sighs, i wished i could stay with ahma. i wonder how will life be if i did? i'd be more happy, and cheery at home, i guess. i've been too quiet nowadays at home. and i hate the silence around me. been planning very enthusiastically for the long-awaited shuhui's birthday bash. tthe crazy plan i thought about few months ago obviously didn't work out, as the highness eventually died down and soon enough no one was bothering about that crazy plan of mine. so we decided to do something else. our aim: to make shuhui cry. IT'S LIKE SO EASY! haha! birthday bash on monday, update details when free. hopefully i'll get lots of pictures! oh yea, tomorrow's mani's birthday. we bought a liverpool soccer ball for him and buried it deep under loads of snacks. i loved his response! when we took out the huge box, he was like 'what the fish!' then when he opened it and saw the boxed 'filled' with snacks, he was going 'oh my god.' then we called him to dig, and when he saw the ball he was like 'oh shit oh shit I LOVE IT.' woots! hooray for us! one more birthday down! i love birthdays! even if it's not mine, i'm so happy of mani's reaction! hahaha! that's all. i hope i'll be able to cope with my studies and all the crazy things that are happening now. and i seriously hope school won't close. if not that's it for my olevels. Labels: friends, life, school, studies Love, GEKTENG(: GOOD TIMES FLY.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 4:12 PM Post a Comment(0) Student Council Farewell was nice, and i'm wise enough to just prove that to you with just one picture. well, a picture speaks a thousand words. VERY TRUE. went to botanical gardens with aunts and parents. was so surprised when dad bailed out on work and went with us(: took some really awesome pictures using my macro mode on the camera. pictures turned out real great. met some really cute toddlers. a day i'll never forget. most of my 2 weeks holidays were spent at ahma's house. i enjoy being pampered by them after these grueling months of torture. days were well spent there. LOVE THE FOOD ESPECIALLY! went to uncle's company function for screening of transformers. got a few free tickets and was asked to invite my friends. shuhui, isabel and xinying tagged along. had so much fun, and the movie was GREAT. optimus prime is SHUAI, and bumblebee is SO CUTE! had a slumber party after that at my house. xinying couldn't make it and had to miss out the fun. facebook-ed all night and yakked all night. shuhui is hilarious! she cooks good food, and talks funny. what a great friend. that's all. so much fun. i guess i'm in for a tough time after school reopens. GAMBATE GEKTENG!! Labels: family, friends, life, pictures Love, GEKTENG(: this is interesting! - HEALS OVER HEAD.
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 7:10 PM Post a Comment(0) RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 15 friends 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? i have a dream WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? hot HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? love will find a way WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? permanent WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? bubbly WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? reflection WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? apologize WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? girlfriend WHAT IS 2+2? realize WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? money, money, money WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? at the beginning WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? no boundaries WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? little sparrow WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? fly away WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? still there for me WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? if WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? always be my baby WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? when all is said and done WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? i don't dance WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? a moment like this HOW WILL YOU DIE? scars (stronger for life) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? a thousand miles WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? music of the night WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? one of those girls WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? colours of the wind WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? i will remember you DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? behind these hazel eyes IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? when she loved me WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? slipping through my fingers WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? heels over head Labels: Quizzes Love, GEKTENG(: selfless giving
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 9:49 PM Post a Comment(2) at first, i watched this video because i found it in a zac efron forum. watched it solely for that reason too. and now, after watching this 2 parts of video, i found a deeper, and whole lot meaning to it. screw zac for now, this 9 year old girl is someone i have come to respect and learn from after watching the videos. it's about how Tierney Jasper, at the age of 5, came to know about how kids were suffering around the world, and had since decided that she must do something about it. currently 9years old. what she did, you just have to watch the videos yourself. from her, i've learnt that, there's a huge difference to knowing the sufferings of people and NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, and actually REALIZING, and most importantly, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. we have, including me, lived in happiness and stability for most probably, the whole of our lives. and although, through TV programmes and all, we know of sufferings and people or animals who needed help, most of us just feel pitiful, cry over their sufferings, and DO NOTHING ABOUT IT. now i find that VERY MEANINGLESS. what's the point, if you don't do anything to make a difference? but this young girl, meek age of only 9, actually did something to make a difference. i think she desrved that zac efron hug. lols. i won't be jealous or envious over it/ HAHAA! in fact, i felt a sense of guilt, realizing how selfish we all are, and how selfless these innocent children can be. you should really take a look at her younger brother's expression when he knew how much the organization donated. this post was not expressed as well as i hope i did, but i guess a view at the 2videos below would give you a larger picture of what i'm referring to. Labels: videos, works of inspiration Love, GEKTENG(: reminiscising....
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 8:51 PM Post a Comment(0) a year from now... i'm still in beautiful TAIWAN, enjoying myself and living life to the fullest. today, here in singapore, i'm buried deep-shit in loads of HOMEWORK, and wallowing in self-pity. running away from these responsibilities by sleeping, and MORE SLEEPING. ARGH. back to the good ol' days in TAIWAN~~~ ![]() ![]() ![]() Labels: pictures Love, GEKTENG(: |
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